A CONFESSION ABOUT THE OCEAN
I’m not an ocean kind of guy. Never have been. Even as a kid, then teen, then young adult, going to the ocean has never filled me with warm fuzzies, certainly not like going hiking in the mountains has for all of those same years.
Having said that, today a weird thing happened. Arriving at Crescent City, California, the Gateway to the Redwoods, I was blown away, dare I say flabbergasted, at the beauty and sheer awesomeness of the Pacific Ocean at that location.
There is a jetty there, must be a quarter-mile long, jutting out into the ocean, and you can walk on it, waves crashing onto the rocks mere yards from where you walk. The lighthouse rises above the shoreline, the wind bends nature to its will, gulls shrieking, windswept sand, ripples of sand, as though the gods painted the shoreline in an ever-changing mosaic.
I began to question my sanity for not loving the ocean prior to that moment. And then, as though those same gods decided to smash me over the head with the obvious I have been missing, the drive south, along the 101, was fifty miles of gasping at the power and stunning landscape which is the Pacific Ocean.
I’m a writer and I have no words.
MY OWN RESTRICTIONS
I am reminded of an ancient Taoist teaching, that an educated man is restricted by his own learning. It’s a fascinating thing to contemplate, the possibility that we only know what we only know, and if we believe our limited knowledge is the universe of all knowledge, then our conclusions, our every decision, will be based on a restricted, and constricted, understanding of the world and the universe.
Think about that and, before you reject it as so much Eastern philosophical nonsense, take a look at the people around you, the people on the news, even the people in your very tight circle of friends and family. Look at the misinformation floating around the internet, and the people willing to believe it. Think about the beliefs of millions, cemented in their every fiber, based upon a very limited number of facts.
I bring this up because I am seeing things, along this trip, which I never thought were possible, things I had never heard of, never learned in school, and I find that remarkable for someone seventy-four years of age, and if you would have told me some of these things actually existed, prior to this trip, I would have doubted you. Why? Because they were not part of my restricted knowledge.
I was restricted by my own learning.
How many others are as well?
SO, I WAS THINKING
Eureka, California, wind howling. Nasty day for anyone with balance problems, the Pacific Ocean brewing up one hell of a windstorm, the wind unobstructed for about fifteen-hundred miles, straight at Redwood Country, batten down the hatches, whatever that means.
Got me thinking. It was a nasty day to go for walks, much colder than the thermometer let on, wind chill and all that meteorological talk, in another lifetime it would have been hard for me to enjoy myself. I’m not a big fan of wind, never have been, strange thing to dislike but there you have it, call it a character flaw and let’s move on with my ruminations.
The thing is, though, and I give credit to the Taoists for this lesson in life . . . it is not my job to fight the wind. It is my job to coexist with the wind and, in fact, if I’m really trying to become one with this universe, it is my job to embrace the positives that wind provides. It’s about attitude, my friends. I cannot change the wind. I cannot change what the wind will do, nor can I redirect it so it does not annoy me. I can, however, change my attitude towards the wind, and today that is what I chose to do. Standing on the top of a small hill, watching the wind wreak havoc with the shoreline, waves pounding the sand, wearing down the rocks, spraying mist near and far, I was in awe of the power I witnessed, better than anything on Netflix, that’s for damned sure, and I was lucky enough, at this time in my life, to be healthy, financially stable enough to take this journey, and willing to see the beauty in Mother Nature’s incredible display.
There is some learning going on during this trip, my friends, and it ain’t Mother Nature doing the learning.
GOODWILL AMBASSADORS
Their names are Toby and Maggie, brother and sister, different litters, Maggie the elder by a year-and-a-half, couldn’t be more different. Toby is the jokester, the clown, the rambunctious; Maggie the shy, the cautious, the measured; both are as close as we will ever have to goodwill ambassadors on a trip.
I can’t count the number of times people have asked about those two on this trip. Little kids want to pet them; old kids want to pet them. Everyone wants to ask about them, what breed are they, guessing as they ask, oh how beautiful they are, such lovely dogs, door-openers for conversations with complete strangers, no matter where we are.
I’m always struck by this fact: people don’t ask us what our political leanings are when they talk about our dogs. They don’t ask us about religion or military funding or state’s rights or abortion or any of a thousand other hot topics we read about daily. They are just people talking to people, two dogs the common denominator, smiles and friendly chatter the order of the day. It’s as though the dogs have this magical elixir which allows people to forget about the divisive topics and simply concentrate on what is important, namely people treating other people with respect.
And the thing is, it takes no effort whatsoever. It comes so naturally, for me, for them, for the dogs.
Makes me wonder . . . and forgive me if I’m sounding obtuse, but it really does make me wonder, what should be most important to us all, and what appears to be most important to us all?
What’s that military saying, might be Marines, my apologies if it isn’t . . . God, family, country, or maybe I have the order wrong, doesn’t really make any difference for the point I’m making . . . the three pillars of American society, that’s what they are . . . anyway, where is decency in that recitation of American values? Where is friendliness? Empathy? Compassion? Seems a bit limited to me, God, family, country, as if we are taking that nationalism thing a bit too seriously, to the exclusion of all others, and I seem to remember where that kind of thinking got a certain country back in the late 1930’s. But then, I’m a bear of very little brain, so what do I really know?
Do I love America? Of course I do, but I Iove humanity much more, and I apologize, in advance, if that bothers anyone.
Sis, please forgive me for being so slow in responding to your comments. Internet and WiFi are spotty on the road, and by the time I get to a good connection, I have my business writing to do, plus make videos, and I find I do a poor job answering messages like yours.
That’s my excuse and I’m sticking to it. 🙂
Sitting out a huge storm in California. The bus is actually rocking back and forth in the wind, and i love it. I am not fond of the Southern California population, or the traffic, but Bev wanted to visit her best childhood friend, so here we are in Laguna Beach.
Sunny California is not living up to its reputation right now.
Tomorrow we head inland, and in two days we will be on the border where Bev’s hike begins. We will have three weeks for Bev to do some practice hikes, and for me to correct some design flaws in the bus. And then Bev’s big adventure will begin.
That’s it for now, Sis. Be good to yourself, and thanks for always being so supportive of your goofy brother.
bill
I remember when you made the move, Irish, and thinking how brave you were, and how footloose you were. I was jealous but I was also inspired. So thank you, my friend.
Hugs from somewhere in California.
Hi Bill, I must comfess I have always been true to my star sign i.e a water babe being cancerian. i love it always have and guess growing up in Dublin on then coast I had mountains behind me and the sea straight ahead so spoilt for choice. Here we are only 25 mins from the fantastic 700km long coastline on the eastern side of Italy so again have so much beauty and differences the further north you go. Glad you are enjoying the trip love hearing your news!
Simply wonderful reading, my dear Bro! You hit the winner’s bell! Must be something very special about this 7th decade of life……..because nearly all that you shared with your readers today, has occurred to me over the past year, maybe two! The “Learning,” that is…as though my big shot ass didn’t know EVERYTHING already!! (?)…what a discovery…what a surprise. (O.K., yes, I’m laughing) You hit me right square in the gut. In fact, if I could have seen myself, I’d have told myself to shut my gaping jaw!
So many things I thought I wasn’t interested in, or never took the time to consider more closely. Until one moment on one certain day, a light came on and I found myself smiling and feeling as inquisitive as a toddler. Well, no sense going on about this. I just wanted you to know of this strange kind of “thing” that seems to have knocked us both on our precious noggins. It’s proof-positive that we can never exist long enough to learn all there is to learn……that we cannot believe we hadn’t learned at some point by now! Humbling or what??
As I read your wonderful & personal letters, I SEE you, bro! You and your lovely wife, Bev, smiling, walking along hand-in-hand, & taking in all the beauty, mysteries & fabulous gifts of Nature. I know you don’t mind if I steal a bit of that peace and joy for myself.
No doubt about it, bro. I would much rather talk about Toby and Maggie, as I ruffle their ears and scratch their backs. Beats the Hell outta those other somewhat poisonous topics mentioned! Truth be told, considering the current political atmosphere of delusion and hostility, I’ve come up with new and more clever ways to dodge certain “friends (?)” I just KNOW would spell t r o u b l e. Nuff said!
Kindness and respect. That’s the way to go, buddy! Much healthier, especially at our tender age.
I look forward to your next share. Knowing you, you’ll keep us well informed with your letters of info and intrigue. Sending big hugs……….Love, Sis